They say you never stop grieving
But does that mean you never stop weeping
How do you get yourself to move on and make new memories
When you’re heart is buried with the ones that were our remedies
I want to be happy, I want a life reboot
Get rid of all my worries, right from the roots
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Sometimes I sit and reminisce the old days
I find myself lost in my thoughts, it’s such a tough maze
I wonder if there is a way that I can respectfully press delete
I don’t want all these memories playing on repeat
If only I could make everything peaceful with just one click
Reminiscing sometimes makes me feel sick
They say that grieving is a part of trauma
But why did it have to come with added drama
We’re told that we can take our time to process
But I don’t want to sit around and count my losses
If only there was a way
To make it all go away
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Oh to be a person that can just reboot their lives
Standing in the middle of their future with the past in archives
Oh to be a person living in their own bubble
Not realizing they’ve turned their life into rubble
Oh to be a person filled with denial
Their actions can turn out to be quite juvenile
Oh to be a person that escaped it all
But still finds themselves punching a wall
Oh to be a person that got to the other side
Someone who’s a walking-talking rollercoaster ride
Oh to be a person with no more pain
A person that’s has nothing more to gain
~
You can’t run from it forever, life catches on
So cherish the memories and moment with your loved ones, before they’re gone
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In the loving memory of all those I’ve lost,
God bless, I miss you all x
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Sara Haseeb
xo
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